02 February 2009

NaBloPoMo Day 2 - For Real

As a stay-at-home mom I never know what day it is. So somehow, I thought I was already on day 2 of my "National Blog Posting Month" when it was February 1st. Whatever.

I did not go to bodypump this morning and I am so glad I didn't, in case you were thinking maybe I feel guilty or disappointed in myself.  I have been a big grumpy, crampy mess today. I had no business being ordered about by a man in a track suit. It was all I could do to drag my ass around and get Blue to preschool on time, fed and clean, and to not yell at the kids for looking at me, much less to not yell at the Lion for spilling his milk twice at breakfast and his bright blue icee drink in Target twice. sigh

Despite being a grumpy, crampy mess I somehow managed to be a patient, stellar mommy who even took the Lion to his favorite store (Party City) to look at all of the balloons.

Today is also February second, and not to be maudlin, but today is the anniversary of the day I found out I was pregnant ten years ago. Whoa, ten years ago... We would have a really old child by now if fate hadn't intervened... As time has passed I think about that brief pregnancy and the miscarriage less and less. I am just so blessed to have Blue and Little Lion Man. Now it all feels like it happened to someone else.

NaBloPoMo Day 2 - For Real - Summation:
wanting (and praying for) happy, healthy pregnancies resulting in happy, healthy babies for Elisa, Tina, Meggie, Hilary, Denise and Nicole!

1 comment:

Elisa said...

THANKS Erin!!! :) I have my first Midwife appointment today (in an hour) and I am EXCITED!!